I don't really express myself, but lately I have. I'm only human and for awhile I thought being numb and acting like certain things don't bother me when it really does. Being numb is truly self-destructing and I hate it. No lie, I've lost my mind here and there a couple of time and then regained it. You know the saying the past is the past and it should be left in the past. Lately, the past has been a pain in the butt. But I'm on a good road on actually being to tell the right people how I feel and what I've been through. My life has been a roller coaster and I'm only striving to be better each day.
